I have this ambivalent feeling after SPM, well it's not actually over, I still have one and a half subjects to go, Seni and Chinese. I feel freed, almost jumped in exultation. Almost believed I can fly. Well, that's crap. On the other hand, I'm worried, bout my future. Is it bright? Or it's as dim as a half-spoiled light bulb? What kind of results will I get? Damn, can't get rid of this feeling. Where am I heading in the future? Feel like a headless fly, I'm blind-folded, don't know where to go, where to stop, at last i will end up banging into the wall. The fluctuation of the feelings is great, sometimes I couldn't bear it, perhaps I should get a rectifier to rectify my crazy feelings, is this what they called a bipolar disorder? May be i should place this feeling aside? Leave it to god? Good idea. This should be my newborn life, and I should make it bright.

Well cut that, talk bout my games now. After Biology papers, I can carry on with my Call of Duty 5- World at War and Darksiders. COD 5 is coming to an end, I'm preparing for COD 6- Modern Warfare 2. Haha actually I've started to play COD 6 a little bit. For Darksiders, before exam i was working with it, but unfortunately it had problem on the software and I had to exterminate my playing. The lucky thing is I have a backup file on Victor's external hard disk, I would say this is one of the benefits of trading games with your friends.

Erm, I should get started to equip myself with some knowledge and enhance myself. If not, I couldn't step into the world in the future. So, let's work it out.