Hey yo, it's mid night, but I ain't gonna sleep yet. Just finished playing dota, it's like I was swearing all the time during game time. One thing I wana say out loud here, I love my physics practical teacher so much, he's a professor, and I wana emphasize, he's the only professor in this college...erm...should be another one who is his wife, they both are professors in this school. Hmm...and today my physics lecturer asked me to show the answer on the board since I said I solved the problem that he thought that we probably couldn't solve it. Felt kinda proud though it's just a small case. Hmm...after tmr it's going to be two weeks holidays for me to spend. Should spend it on studies more? >.< Kay, have to do my works. Off... pray to have a nice day for tomorrow =)

My friends asked me if I was somnambulating (sleepwalking) as we were walking to the canteen, cause I was seeing like hypnotized, blurring like I was going to fall anytime. Maybe I was infatuated by something? Or maybe by someone perhaps? Recently I always sat alone during class, even felt like keeping off them when they sat beside me. No one could see that I was actually grieving, I tried to hide it but I couldn't, why did I act like I was all high and mighty when inside I was dying. Two weeks I've been having ups and down going through peaks. I call that the great fluctuation of feelings. I never want to be remorse for the choice I've chosen for my life. Seriously I need whatever shit to help me get through the time. That's the feeling I've been loathing as always. You can always call me chump, dildo. Cause I'm lunatic, exactly skitzophrenic who always been like talking to the other me. FUCK ME.

Miss Tam, my physics lecturer please return to our class, cause I don't really like the new lecturer. It's just I don't like the way he teaches us, not only me, it's like the whole class, is hating his way, anyway we should respect him. Yeah, something I'm happy about myself is that I'm growing sturdy and more staid compared to the old me. Try to underscore my strengths, so that my dreams would be achieved. =)

Hey man, I've moved everything, almost everything of mine to my room here with Lai Heng, and a "HOBO", Chee Wei who lives temporarily with us. Quite a lot of things, making me sick. So, guess I've all my things prepared, waiting for my new life to start. Hmm, I've taken few pictures of my room here, freaking small for me. Ish.

I've bought a pair of New Balance shoes, it's glamorous, kinda mesmerizing, so I chose it. I've thought of Nike before, but since there wasn't any that matched my preference, so didn't make it at last. Couldn't deny that some of them which were quite flabbergastingly awesome, but soon as I saw their prices, I was dumbfounded, so I bounced. Besides, I've bought an Admiral basketball, which is just hunky-dory, just fine. Tomorrow I'm moving up to Setapak for further study, will miss everyone here. =(