Tuesday, May 24, 2011


My friends asked me if I was somnambulating (sleepwalking) as we were walking to the canteen, cause I was seeing like hypnotized, blurring like I was going to fall anytime. Maybe I was infatuated by something? Or maybe by someone perhaps? Recently I always sat alone during class, even felt like keeping off them when they sat beside me. No one could see that I was actually grieving, I tried to hide it but I couldn't, why did I act like I was all high and mighty when inside I was dying. Two weeks I've been having ups and down going through peaks. I call that the great fluctuation of feelings. I never want to be remorse for the choice I've chosen for my life. Seriously I need whatever shit to help me get through the time. That's the feeling I've been loathing as always. You can always call me chump, dildo. Cause I'm lunatic, exactly skitzophrenic who always been like talking to the other me. FUCK ME.

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