Yesterday, I lost my scholarship RM8000, failed my A levels chemistry internal exam. What a waste, though it was predicted but I just din't want to lose it. Felt like I'm a dumb, looked back the test paper it wasn't that hard after all. Today got back computing paper, got a B. This one I was quite satisfied with it, but why chemistry? Hope that my physics could score higher, at least a B for it I hoped. I failed, 100% scholar gone in a wink of eyes, shouldn't happen. I din't want to be the only person who lost the scholarship in my class. Should work harder and harder till I got A, for every subject! I tried, I studied, guess it's not enough for my weakest subject after all. Felt so sorry, failed my parents, failed my pride, failed everything. How am I going to sit for real A levels exam? Seriously I have to get back up soon. Fight for it, lost this scholar doesn't mean that I lost it all, lost this fight doesn't mean that I lost the war, it's still on and I have to carry on my battle, till victory is finally mine. WAKE UP! My America dream should not DIE!