Man, it was really awful to get drunk, my first time experience almost knocked me down, felt like dying no joke. Swear to god I'd never get drunk again just for fun. Recently was travelling here and there, far journey for me and I felt exhausted. How am I gonna travel the whole world when a small journey like this already put me into this hard situation. Guess as I grow up my dreams will just go blown one by one with no mercy on them. Since young I have this dream of becoming a biologist that explores Amazon for new species, as when I'm older I hope to paint every place I feel interesting down instead of taking photo of it. Guess I'm really a great dreamer ain't I? Man I have this kind of thought, even if we really feel sad due to getting apart or what so ever case, even if we're depressed, even if it's disheartening, should we just show the weak side of us and cry in front of everybody? Even if your that sentimental, is this necessary? Not that I have no feeling at all I'm not cold-blooded, you don't know if inside my heart it's ten folds greater the strength tearing me inside out, it'd still remain inside, trapped. Cause life's just so fucked up, if you're afraid of getting apart then please, no more new friends and stick some crazy strong glues between you and friends. Never ever getting apart.

Everybody's not what they seem to be like. Really, we can't judge a book by its cover. What we see on the outside, it's always not what it is on the inside. To know whether a book is good or not, we have to scrutinize every word inside it, even the punctuation marks, in order to determine the quality of its contents, to understand what it tries to express. Similarly, to literally know oneself, we have to see through the soul. However it's impossible to see through one's such thick skins, body full of cells, membranes, fluids and etc. Those layers are already hard enough to be penetrated through, and people nowadays even make up and this has promoted the barrier to another level. Smiles, might be EVIL grins, laughters, they might be teases. Everyone's a hypocrite, everyone's wearing their masks, and when I say everyone it's EVERYONE, myself included. Revelation of the truths is always fatal. The impacts it gives are severe, the pain it causes excelling the pain to be burnt in the fiery depths of hell I guess? Guess I will only know after I'm dead LOL. Agonies invoked by it is like to be stabbed at the back by a blunt knife than being shot right at the head, ten times greater. Masks, our greatest kit to disguise ourselves, wear tight =)

It’s been a year, introduce my most recent drawing, “Darksiders” from an action rpg game I played years ago. There are photos taken for the drawing I drew from the start till the end. Though my WAR looks like fucktard, fatter and uglier, but no matter how it's my effort, hope you guys like it =X.

Trial's near, am not ready yet, procrastinating shits running circle in my head,my IQ and EQ are too low for me to survive in the coming waves. God I need your help, listen to my prayer.